I am not an artist.
Or at least, that’s what I told everyone for a week straight at the peak of my moody, creative crisis.
The truth is, I am. I’ve been dabbling in different mediums for the sake of exploration since I was kid, but happened upon my honest dreams of filmmaking in recent years— meaning some of my best pieces are behind me. I know I can pick up making whatever I want whenever I want, but more than anything, I want to make movies. So I pour into that. I look at life around me and make them scribbles. Storyboards. Studies. And it is all I do. Because it’s all I want to do! It helps communicate my visions, strengthens the skills I am the weakest at. I’m fortunate it lights me up so much! But for a moment there, it felt like being a true visual artist was something of memory. It was just so different from how I draw and operate now. There is no planning, no meticulous detail— just chicken-scratch from moving subjects and a dream.
I didn’t want to call myself something I felt like I wasn’t anymore.
But a little optimism and a little encouragement later, I know that I am. And I can look at both what I have done and currently do and know that change isn’t erasure, but evolution.
I have just adapted. To a persistent trying and ballpoint pens. And I am an artist.
I never stopped being one.
Former Work (14-20)
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Miscellaneous storyboards from my old screenplays that served as great practice and helped me develop my voice and visions.
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It was Fil-Am month during my junior year of high school, and for the first time, I heard someone say they were Filipino on TV— so I stippled him. Mabuhay!
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A storyboard side-by-side from a scene (that has sadly been scrapped for the betterment of the plot) from my screenplay Porches.
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My Lola was a renowned florist. These are her flowers that I have grown up with.
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Zendaya. My first one-line drawing. How I discovered my love for scribbles and color-blocking.
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Another junior year piece. Loved drawing details, so I spent three classes on them. Hated drawing skin, so I refused to spend more than thirty minutes on it. In hindsight, I should have committed to it. But forget I said that and pretend the patchiness is an artistic choice!
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A test at textured painting and a frantic explanation of synesthesia. Raul Esparza, thank you for your voice.
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Taika Waititi stars in an experimentation with digital sketches!
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Tattoo for a friend. Meep meep!
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I saw a photo of this guy somewhere and thought he looked like a work of art, so I made him one.
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This product of boredom and a love for the idiosyncrasies of people would blossom into one of my favorite series of art.
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I hate fancy restaurants because they have fancy, cloth napkins and a fancy, dark ambiance that is both very hard to draw on and in. Also, they are mostly steak.
I do not like steak.
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Visited New York to turn 19 and got mad compliments on my t-shirt. It was Woody Harrelson’s mugshot. And this is my self-portrait!
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I love rocks. They are very shiny, very colorful, and very nice to look at. I got my favorite rock when I was seventeen, and when it catches light, it makes rainbows! It was so beautiful that I had to paint it!
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A quick, floral take on the Filipino araw!
Current Work / Scribbles from Set (21)
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A cover I made for one of my scribble stacks!
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A couple things to know about me: 1) My dad is Asian. 2) I really look up to Jason Bateman! Imagine my surprise when I got to set and saw they walked the same. It gave me a good, little laugh, and I thought I’d preserve the moment with a silly scribble. This is what got me started on taking NDA-safe pictures: making them!
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On the way to HMU!
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One of the greatest moments of my life was being given a notebook as a prop (and then the AD saying, yes, draw in it). Shoutout Lance, your energy was infectious!
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Good sleep, Kevin!
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Right before I drew his name, I thought, “Hm, what if I misspell it?” Then, I thought, “Nah, I can’t misspell it!” I misspelled it. Sorry, Wyll :(
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A show-stopping moment to witness the process of.
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“Draw me.”
“Pose.”
Shoutout to Max— he let me borrow his pen when two of mine (including my favorite one) died. Thanks, Max!
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Nine months prior to this, I was moshing to Tyler, the Creator in the same venue. I never thought I’d be back. Life is so funny!
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A rare moment where holding was elevated over set. The cast and crew looked like cute, little ants! We were about to go down, so I had to move quick if I wanted to capture the buggy, little moment!
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This man (I later learned his name was Dustin) was WORKING! And being so cool about it. Had to sketch.
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The smoothest, most stylish skater at this shoot. I didn’t know we’d have to roller-skate until we were told, “Ten minutes until skates on.” Reader, I cannot roller-skate. I mean, I CANNOT roller-skate. But Vonte was not only totally cool, but totally kind, and he gave me some tips to get on my feet. Thank you, Vonte!
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She was a BADDIE (and so sweet too)!
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Just a fun moment to watch, featuring the coolest girls at a dope location!
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BRO WAS A BREAKDANCING MAGICIAN (LIKE, HE DID ACTUAL DISAPPEARING TRICKS)
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Thank you to the awesome crew who liked my scribbles and let me hang around in important places to do more. Y’all were the best!
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This guy showed up, checked a text, got drawn, and then disappeared for eight hours. At first, I thought I imagined him. But then I saw him right as we wrapped, and he got his drawing! Yay!
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Made taking a phone call look cool as hell.
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A nap so cozy it deserved documentation. Thanks for being such a good sport, Zion— you were dope!
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So serene, I sketched her nameless. So lovely that once I learned it, I had to make sure never to forget it! It’s Joy, of course!
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The grooviest guys, who I later learned are called A Major.
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The most scenic set up for a wide. Blistering sun, but stellar bliss!
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I wish I could give you context! But I just thought the framing was nice and deserved to be remembered!
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Had to be quick with the ink! The moment had passed before I could blink! She pumped her fists as hundreds clapped, what a lovely, lovely moment.
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Dancing in the rain behind the sickest band. Mike, your profile was unbelievably cool. Thanks for letting me draw it; it was so awesome meeting you!
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Latest scribble stack cover!
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A warm-up scribble of two-thirds of a cute conversation! Calei and Akira— the coolest, the sweetest!
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On the other side of the couch!
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Something I would have taken my film camera out for, but that wasn’t an option!
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Two good shirts under two good heads of hair, framing two good actors!
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Stuuuuuuuuff. I dunno. It reminded me of the set of my favorite theatrical performance, the one that made me be an actor again.
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Jason. Stunting on everybody with this costume.
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One for my mental Scribbles Hall-of-Fame!
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I just loved everything about the sign :) The shapes, fonts, way it hugged a painted-on pole, the threads that danced in the wind on a beautiful, beautiful day. It was neat!
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Just an interesting view :)!
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THA SYMMETRY!
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Cool walkin’ !
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Cozy street corner view!